Sunday, November 2, 2008

To Say the Least...

Hello, hello.

To the people who restumble upon this thing again, I thought I'd leave you with a few things:

Firstly, I find it funny how we all created blogs around the same time shit hit the fan. In comparison to all of you, mine seems rather naked. It's no secret for why my blog is this way; I have very little to rant about these days. The emotional detox I put myself through came to a close quite awhile ago and it's partial due to my sudden abandonment of all of you. I abandonned you physically, and I can't say that I regret it. I'm happy to see that I've long since been part of your rants for it makes clear to me that you all have moved on since that eventful February.

Secondly: I would like to leave you with a few truths. At the moment, I have no intention of reconnecting with any of you. I don't miss you, and I'm not sorry about that truth. Since you've been gone, I've been able to live the way I want to. My life is the perfect balance of meaningful shit and sunshine, and I intend to maintain that balance. If you're questionning why I'm writing this, it's simply because I feel that you all are entitled to have access to this truth. Someone abandonned me last year and failed to tell me why in person. So I'd in retrospect, I'd prefer that you read the truth coming from me - that's all.

Thirdly: I'm doing very well. The college process, the election, and school have been their usual joys, but I'm getting through it all with my head still in it's rightful place. Thanks to Jesus Camp (Kairos retreat), I connected with a few people in my grade while establishing a mutual understanding with my whole grade. All in all, school has gotten much easier for me socially, and I know I'm going to leave this year in a better place than I expected. As far as dating goes, I'm not looking for a committment seeing as I have very little time to commit to anyone but myself; however, I have been dating, and I intend to keep it that way until someone sparks my interest. Still low on dough, but then again, who isn't nowadays with this economy.

Finally: I'm not a complete cold hearted dick stick - I'm still keeping up with you and all your crazy lives. I read your blogs, I just don't comment. If I feel that you are in serious trouble, make no mistake, I won't just watch. Know that I do still care about you, and that I'm always watching, even if it doesn't feel that way, and even if you don't hear from me.

I wish the best for all of you.
Take care, strive to be happy, and don't forget to live.

- Cherry